Cons’s Blog

There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical, there was a sweet song playing, there was harmony, and soon love in the air. They fell in love, and started building castles in their dreams, and promised forever with all certainty, but somewhere in the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything, they were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions but no one had an answer, then the music stopped and there was silence.

When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intentions. But sometimes, that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That someone must have loved us, but she has not loved us strong enough to make her stand for what she truly felt. Now we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting. We have burdened ourselves long enough, but we still can’t get out of this emotional trap. Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we loved, the more painful letting go would become. Sometimes, we never have to take that person out of our hearts at all, for she will always be there, no matter how hard we try to drive her away. It isn’t her presence that makes things difficult, but our stubborness to accept our destiny that alligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold face, but deep in our hearts there’s still that lingering hope for a reconciliation. Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small ambers and relit the fire that once burned in our hearts. But this doesn’t give us hope but rather breeds the seeds of loneliness not only to ourselves but also to other people we care about. The only way to forget is to accept, and the only way to move on is to look ahead, and let the footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully, never get lost again.

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love, and there are times that we love so much, that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows and love that goes cold, and we’d start to search for answers, and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started. We cannot question love, coz love has its own reasons. Love, will always be, as it always has been - silent, mysterious, and deeply profound. Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end. When we find our hands empty, and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands, for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace it’s warmth and glow while it lasts, and then truly open our arms, when it is time to say goodbye. When we fall in love with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end, for it is everything we are, and everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love would stay and grow in our hearts forever, but if it doesn’t, then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin. There is always a good reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart, for love will have to set it’s wings free, and find a place where it belongs. We may have lost it, but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling, resounding silently forever. Then we will know that it has never left us. For the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there, reminding us, that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love, but because for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.